Spirit tells me “only now….not five hours later….just now.” The comforters are soft against me, the light from the salt lamp is soft, your skin is soft … my heart is soft. Pliable. My mind is growing as I sleep, my love is growing when I wake, you are growing from taking part of me into you. I love you now at 1 am. I give you everything at 1 am – I give you my dreams, I give you my milk and my mommy smell and all the cozy bits of me – I can give them this moment.
Light in Ten Blue Eyes 